Anxiety

[§têllå]

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Anyone get a bit too anxious? I get this way out of the blue - not always a trigger present. It can be just plain, ruthless irritability or I just get nerved out and start pulling at my neck and trembling, sometimes itching. My shoulders hunch up and I my hands get rigid sort of. I have to shake them and rotate my wrists to try and loosen up. I keep popping my neck. etc. I'm on low dose xanax when needed but I usually take double what he prescribes. That way I know it'll really work lol.

Talk about you now.

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[Rico Suave]

Sometimes when I'm stressed out I get schweaty. Is that the same?

[§têllå]

Schweaty balls? Yes. Yes, I'd say it's related.

[Mittenz]

yes!!!
i get it out of nowhere
i cant breathe
i have to stop watever im doing
and i have to collect myself
sometimes... just sometimes i vomit too.
fucked up!!!

[§têllå]

My ex used to throw up all the time from nerves. I thought that was srsly fucked till I did it a couple times since. That really is a bad feeling - being extremely anxious and super nauseous at the same time.

Bella how do you collect yourself? Just self talk or sumfing? Paper bag? Quaalude? :p

[Mae]

It happens to me. It feels like I can't get air in. Everything that touches my body is irritating. I don't know how to put into word. I just take pills

[§têllå]

What kind of pills?

[Mae]

Klonopin(or however you spell it) Its still not enough:thumbdown:

[§têllå]

I never tried klonopin. It's fairly popular though.

[Mittenz]

i guess i have my own little rituals
i sometimes tell myself IM NOT CRAZY, BREATHE, ITS OK.
i try ti remove my self from the place it happens
so lets say it starts in the kitchen
ill go to my room

dude its FUCK't

i have xanax too but it gives me horrible vivid nightmares

[§têllå]

For real? I've never heard that about xanax before. You might want to try klonopin then. Maybe even valium, which won't hit as hard as xanax but it's something. Talk to someone about that. Anxiety is brutal when you don't have a 'cure' available lol. Especially if you're in public. Oh that shit's miserable :/.

[Mittenz]

For real? I've never heard that about xanax before. You might want to try klonopin then. Maybe even valium, which won't hit as hard as xanax but it's something. Talk to someone about that. Anxiety is brutal when you don't have a 'cure' available lol. Especially if you're in public. Oh that shit's miserable :/.

my dr said its a side effect that some ppl get.
i cant really take valium cuz i have a baby. i have to be able to function and get up with him at night and shit

but when it gets really really bad, on a friday night i'll take some ativan and knock out for 12 hrs and my husband gets up with him

i have trouble sleeping too.

[§têllå]

Valium is time-released xanax. Xanax hits fast and leaves fast (4 hours.) So I can see that.

I take Trazadone for sleep but only when absolutely necessary. THAT gives me fucked up dreams. And I have a hard time getting up usually when I take it.

I think I've tried ativan a couple times. Can't really remember lol.

stoopid anxiety

[Mittenz]

i get night terrors
im asleep but im awake
and i cant move
fucked up shit
i had 3 my 1st week of a high dose of xanax and i was petrified to sleep

[Janebiotch]

i wish i could get a script for xanax bars : /


the only time i've ever really had anxiety was when my older sister was attacked and kidnapped my her ex-babydaddy. is doing 8 years now, so things are good. he's probably going to kill her when he gets out so she better start thinking of other places to live.

[Mittenz]

It happens to me. It feels like I can't get air in. Everything that touches my body is irritating. I don't know how to put into word. I just take pills

omg thats how i feel too.
i get so irritated. no one or anything can touch me. nothing matters at that point.
only ebing able to get that horrid feeling off of me.

[Janebiotch]

ever try rohypnol?

[Mittenz]

i wish i could get a script for xanax bars : /


the only time i've ever really had anxiety was when my older sister was attacked and kidnapped my her ex-babydaddy. is doing 8 years now, so things are good. he's probably going to kill her when he gets out so she better start thinking of other places to live.

omfg 8 yrs? thats some serious time!!
what happened? details pls

and can she go to court and say she fears for her life?
keep him in?
get a restraining order (like that will help:thumbdown:)
omg how scary

[Mittenz]

ever try rohypnol?
only to rape girls. lol

omg dude that shit is powerful
i need to wake up!!
lol

[Janebiotch]

omfg 8 yrs? thats some serious time!!
what happened? details pls

and can she go to court and say she fears for her life?
keep him in?
get a restraining order (like that will help:thumbdown:)
omg how scary

a restraining order doesn't mean shit to him. he's been arrested at least 5 times for rest order violations, stalking, aggravated stacking, kidnapping, ect. truly a psychopath. remember his face, he'll be on dateline one day.


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my sister was with him for 15 years (two kids together) and a house. my sister grew up in a good house, i have no idea how she ended up with a nutjob loser like this. doctors say she had battered wife syndrome or something : /

[Mittenz]

a restraining order doesn't mean shit to him. he's been arrested at least 5 times for rest order violations, stalking, aggravated stacking, kidnapping, ect. truly a psychopath. remember his face, he'll be on dateline one day.


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my sister was with him for 15 years (two kids together) and a house. my sister grew up in a good house, i have no idea how she ended up with a nutjob loser like this. doctors say she had battered wife syndrome or something : /


holy fuck
this crazy ass is hard core
hes scary looking too
like hes been sitting in jail planning out something
i hope ur sister moves super far

[Janebiotch]

ah, she probably won't. she's not very bright. that dude is seriously crazy. he's very smart and manipulative. both their kids are fucked up too from the abuse, ect. so sad.

he's def gonna kill her when he gets out.

[Mittenz]

you sound so calm about this.

is she intouch with him?

[Janebiotch]

no, but he sends threatening letters via other people like his aunt, brother, ect.

it's just been going on for a long, long time. if you see in the link he did 2 years in 2004. my retarded sister got back with him after that (told you she was STUPID). he was good to her for a while and then started going psycho on her again. he started doing meth as well. he wouldn't let my sister or my niece and nephew come to my wedding. i've never done a thing to him he just did it because it's a power/control issue with him. i'm kind of hoping he shows up on my doorstep when he gets out so that i can put him out myself.

[Elle Diabla]

This could go in health world but I chose to put it here for now. Will move if if necessary.

Anyone get a bit too anxious? I get this way out of the blue - not always a trigger present. It can be just plain, ruthless irritability or I just get nerved out and start pulling at my neck and trembling, sometimes itching. My shoulders hunch up and I my hands get rigid sort of. I have to shake them and rotate my wrists to try and loosen up. I keep popping my neck. etc. I'm on low dose xanax when needed but I usually take double what he prescribes. That way I know it'll really work lol.

Talk about you now.

And no, I'm not crazy. To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 10 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

YES. With ADHD almost always comes massive anxiety.

I get panic attacks from time to time. They aren't like severe, but enough to send me to another room because I feel like I'm going to burst out crying, screaming, or whatever.

I need a doc again.

[Elle Diabla]

i wish i could get a script for xanax bars : /


the only time i've ever really had anxiety was when my older sister was attacked and kidnapped my her ex-babydaddy. is doing 8 years now, so things are good. he's probably going to kill her when he gets out so she better start thinking of other places to live.


THE FUCK!?

I actually laughed when I first read that, then realized the situation.

[Elle Diabla]

a restraining order doesn't mean shit to him. he's been arrested at least 5 times for rest order violations, stalking, aggravated stacking, kidnapping, ect. truly a psychopath. remember his face, he'll be on dateline one day.


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my sister was with him for 15 years (two kids together) and a house. my sister grew up in a good house, i have no idea how she ended up with a nutjob loser like this. doctors say she had battered wife syndrome or something : /


How fucked up is the system when he gets 5 Yrs. for shit like possession of meth, criminal property damage, etc, BUT then he only get 2 yrs. for kidnapping and child neglect!?

[Mittenz]

YES. With ADHD almost always comes massive anxiety.

I get panic attacks from time to time. They aren't like severe, but enough to send me to another room because I feel like I'm going to burst out crying, screaming, or whatever.

I need a doc again.
my husband has ADHD and he has never had an anxiety attack (i just asked him) he said he doesnt even know what one would feel like. odd.

i dont cry too much when i have anxiety attacks, i get more scared than anything.

[Elle Diabla]

no, but he sends threatening letters via other people like his aunt, brother, ect.

it's just been going on for a long, long time. if you see in the link he did 2 years in 2004. my retarded sister got back with him after that (told you she was STUPID). he was good to her for a while and then started going psycho on her again. he started doing meth as well. he wouldn't let my sister or my niece and nephew come to my wedding. i've never done a thing to him he just did it because it's a power/control issue with him. i'm kind of hoping he shows up on my doorstep when he gets out so that i can put him out myself.

Hmmm ,sounds like my mom. :(

Her current POS husband threatened to kill our family from AZ. (Us in WI). He'd somehow find out what vehicles we drove and intimidate us with his knowledge. He found out where my ex worked at the time and called him, harrassing him there. He find out where my mom's new job was and called her managers and would threaten them! Then she got fired.

He threatened to rape my younger cousin, he threatened to kill my child, pets, etc....

We had the FBI come in and they pretty much put a stop to it all, because the guy was crazy enough to not care about his leaving recorded messages on machines. So, he incriminated himself that way.

All that said...remember what I said there? ^^ "Her current husband.."
Yea, the dumbfuck woman took him back after about 5 years of us, (myself, my ex, my sister and HER father), supporting her!! We bought her a car, I clothed my much younger sister every single school year. I bought my mom's clothes, groceries and paid her electric and had her on our cell phone plan!

If that's not gratitude, I dunno what is!

[Elle Diabla]

my husband has ADHD and he has never had an anxiety attack (i just asked him) he said he doesnt even know what one would feel like. odd.

i dont cry too much when i have anxiety attacks, i get more scared than anything.


Yea, I didn't get them until like the past couple of years. As he gets older, his adhd will totally change.

[Mittenz]

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Elle Diabla]

yea, it's going on 3 years since I gave up on her - completely. I haven't spoken to her since 8 '05.

When she went back to that thing, she suddenly ignored my kids and never came over again. She wouldn't babysit, she always had an excuse. When my marriage was getting crappy, I tried talking to her about some things and she would always have to get off the phone. So, I cut her off. Never bought her things anymore, etc. I made her wonderful man step up to the plate and help support his family. Which he does just fine now since he's started up with dealing coke again. The main reasons I made her get away from him...And I paid for that, too. So I was first on his "hitlist" back then.

He's a prime human. ;)

[Janebiotch]

Hmmm ,sounds like my mom. :(

Her current POS husband threatened to kill our family from AZ. (Us in WI). He'd somehow find out what vehicles we drove and intimidate us with his knowledge. He found out where my ex worked at the time and called him, harrassing him there. He find out where my mom's new job was and called her managers and would threaten them! Then she got fired.

He threatened to rape my younger cousin, he threatened to kill my child, pets, etc....

We had the FBI come in and they pretty much put a stop to it all, because the guy was crazy enough to not care about his leaving recorded messages on machines. So, he incriminated himself that way.

All that said...remember what I said there? ^^ "Her current husband.."
Yea, the dumbfuck woman took him back after about 5 years of us, (myself, my ex, my sister and HER father), supporting her!! We bought her a car, I clothed my much younger sister every single school year. I bought my mom's clothes, groceries and paid her electric and had her on our cell phone plan!

If that's not gratitude, I dunno what is!

holy shit, my younger sis, mom, and i have paid for almost everything since 2004. everything you mentioned plus her house taxes, car tags, insurance, ect. oh, and that one charge was originally burglary w/ battery which usually carries a 30 years sentence. his dipshit aunt kept bailing him out of jail (huge 100K bails at that ugh, she's another story) anyway he got to my sister before she was to testify. he is very smart and manipulative, he could sell you something you already own

so sorry you had to deal with this kind of shit too.

[Janebiotch]

yea, it's going on 3 years since I gave up on her - completely. I haven't spoken to her since 8 '05.

When she went back to that thing, she suddenly ignored my kids and never came over again. She wouldn't babysit, she always had an excuse. When my marriage was getting crappy, I tried talking to her about some things and she would always have to get off the phone. So, I cut her off. Never bought her things anymore, etc. I made her wonderful man step up to the plate and help support his family. Which he does just fine now since he's started up with dealing coke again. The main reasons I made her get away from him...And I paid for that, too. So I was first on his "hitlist" back then.

He's a prime human. ;)

so sorry *hug*

[Elle Diabla]

lol, JUST LIKE MICHAEL!!! OMG, he never shuts up. If you've been somewhere, oh hell, he's been there 28 times. Whatever you know, he knows 52 million times more about it. Whatever you have, he's had, or "plans" on getting, and better.

I've told him many times, straight out, "Hey, cut the bullshit already. we're all trying to have a decent time here. It's just a danged bbq, dude."

NO ONE else say shit to him!! He belittles my mother in front of everyone, no one says a word. (She deserves it, anyway tho). He attacks others, insulting them, etc. Again, no one say shit. Man, if I were back in WI on these occasions, his ass would have had a few choice words from myself and perhaps Liam, because really, everyone else are wimps! My cousin, (the one he said he'd rape back then), has to deal with him on a more regular basis, because her mohter, (my aunt), has my mom over, and of course that means Michael. She tries not to say anything to him. But, I'd be all over that crap! She told me they need me over there. lol!

[Elle Diabla]

so sorry *hug*


Aww thanks. its a struggle, but I don't think she'll ever wake up. She has actually NEVER acknowledged mine and Liam's son. Her grandchild. What kind of person does this? But she always tries to gain affection from my 2 with my ex, because she is totally in love with my daughter, Skylar. But, they say they don't even know her. and they aren't the kind to just be "cool" to someone, just because they buy them stuff.

She's a bitch, plain and simple. And I need therapy. lolz.

[Janebiotch]

omg, my sisters ex has threatened rape too, he has severly abused several dogs, including duct taping their cute little beagle daisy's mouth shut and them punted her across the yard. uh, i just had a flashback of when he punched their sweet, harmless rottie in the head with all his might. my god that guy is fucked in the head. i swear my eyes are starting to tear up right now. i'd love to fucking shoot that guy.

[Janebiotch]

Aww thanks. its a struggle, but I don't think she'll ever wake up. She has actually NEVER acknowledged mine and Liam's son. Her grandchild. What kind of person does this? But she always tries to gain affection from my 2 with my ex, because she is totally in love with my daughter, Skylar. But, they say they don't even know her. and they aren't the kind to just be "cool" to someone, just because they buy them stuff.

She's a bitch, plain and simple. And I need therapy. lolz.

i actually haven't talked with my mom in over a year (different circumstance). sometimes you need to cut out the "toxic" people in your life <3

[Mittenz]

dude this guy needs to be shot....and pissed on.

[Elle Diabla]

i actually haven't talked with my mom in over a year (different circumstance). sometimes you need to cut out the "toxic" people in your life <3

THAT is my reasoning. I always gave, gave gave with her. It took me years to accept her, with several people talking me into letting her into my life. I do, and tons of money spent & emotions shattered later, look what happens. Never again.

[Janebiotch]

i just don't get how she ended up with an abusive psychopath like that. my dad was the most chill person ever and he'd never ever hit a woman.