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Mittenz
08-08-2008, 10:59 AM
my first true love was Shawn.
we had a very intense relationship
our love was crazy.
i dont think i have ever loved anyone the way/as much as I loved him.
we were crazy.
our sex was crazy, harcore and amazing.
our break up was brutal.
we were together for a few years...

we talk from time to time.. he just had a baby with his wife, and i vomited after we hung up.

ok go,
who was your first true love?

LateNiteTV
08-08-2008, 11:06 AM
Michelle Coia. enough of that.

§têllå
08-08-2008, 11:09 AM
we talk from time to time.. he just had a baby with his wife, and i vomited after we hung up.
I know this feeling. I still get it over someone. It's like I'm disgusted or something. WE were supposed to be together ffs - not HER.

Moving on, I really don't know who was my first love or when. I have a lot of love to give and when I'm in a relationship, he gets it all. See, now I can't talk because I want to go choke. Fuck it. Maybe I'll reply later.

Mittenz
08-08-2008, 11:19 AM
:(

it took me forever to get over Shawn. I basically moved to Canada to get over him.

§têllå
08-08-2008, 11:21 AM
That's rough. Especially to be married and still have feelings for someone else. Wamme shoot him?

Mittenz
08-08-2008, 11:27 AM
i dont have FEELINGS for shawn... i think i have unresolved issues with him.
i dont ever wanna get back with him
ive been with my husband for yrs now
and i love him very much.. but sometimes i think of shawn and the times we had.. and yes sometimes i wanna kick him in the balls

§têllå
08-08-2008, 11:28 AM
i dont have FEELINGS for shawn... i think i have unresolved issues with him.
i dont ever wanna get back with him
ive been with my husband for yrs now
and i love him very much.. but sometimes i think of shawn and the times we had.. and yes sometimes i wanna kick him in the balls
Perhaps you should cut ties altogether then?

edit - Sorry for misunderstanding you btw. I guess I just figured you vomit over a man for the same reason I do lol

Mittenz
08-08-2008, 11:41 AM
lololol
like i said. unresolved issues.
but then i see my hubby and baby and its all good again ^_^

we only talk a couple of times a year. usually cuz someone has died or something.

Janebiotch
08-08-2008, 12:27 PM
woah, a couple hours ago i was dreaming of my ex. he had long hair in my dream (he cut it in 2001) and we were getting ready to fuck. i do miss his body :(

Mittenz
08-08-2008, 12:35 PM
oh the sex!!!
we had sex everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but my hubby is hung like a horse. LMAO ^_^

Janebiotch
08-08-2008, 12:40 PM
hehe


my ex was slightly bigger and uncut. he had really nice balls too. like seriously, he could have been a scrotum model :D

§têllå
08-08-2008, 12:43 PM
My ex had a fucking worm and walnut shell for a cock.

Mittenz
08-08-2008, 12:52 PM
ahahahahah @ the turn this thread took.

Janebiotch
08-08-2008, 12:56 PM
LMFAO

Rico Suave
08-08-2008, 03:17 PM
Rachael.

We were together for almost four years, beginning when I was 17. She was pretty much the center of my universe. When we broke it off (and by 'we' I mean she), she told me I would never find another girl like her. And that I was destined to be miserable my whole life, among other things. It's pretty amazing how things that you think are so certain can turn out to be so wrong.

I took it pretty hard. I still don't know the details of why she wanted to part ways. She said a lot of things to me and about me that simply weren't true. I had a lot of questions about it, but she didn't have any answers.

I haven't talked to her in almost three years, but I do hear about her from our mutual friends. Knots my stomach up every time. She's engaged to the guy she started seeing right after me. And my love life has --for the most part-- been floundering ever since. She's been right so far. Haha.

Jennatalia
08-08-2008, 04:22 PM
Might sound cheesy but my ol' man was my first love :)

We met almost 10 years ago and I had this abnormally strong, immediate attraction to him. Fell flat on my face in love, then we split up after a 2 year stint due to his commitment issues. Long story short... my feelings for other men never compared to the way I felt for him. Five years later we crossed paths again and papa had a brand new bag (actually he did a lot of growing up and we were finally at the point where we both wanted the same thing from eachother).

It's been 3 years now and we're still going strong, to both of our amazement.

Janebiotch
08-08-2008, 04:25 PM
Rachael.

We were together for almost four years, beginning when I was 17. She was pretty much the center of my universe. When we broke it off (and by 'we' I mean she), she told me I would never find another girl like her. And that I was destined to be miserable my whole life, among other things. It's pretty amazing how things that you think are so certain can turn out to be so wrong.

I took it pretty hard. I still don't know the details of why she wanted to part ways. She said a lot of things to me and about me that simply weren't true. I had a lot of questions about it, but she didn't have any answers.

I haven't talked to her in almost three years, but I do hear about her from our mutual friends. Knots my stomach up every time. She's engaged to the guy she started seeing right after me. And my love life has --for the most part-- been floundering ever since. She's been right so far. Haha.

aww : /

Janebiotch
08-08-2008, 04:26 PM
Might sound cheesy but my ol' man was my first love :)

We met almost 10 years ago and I had this abnormally strong, immediate attraction to him. Fell flat on my face in love, then we split up after a 2 year stint due to his commitment issues. Long story short... my feelings for other men never compared to the way I felt for him. Five years later we crossed paths again and papa had a brand new bag (actually he did a lot of growing up and we were finally at the point where we both wanted the same thing from eachother).

It's been 3 years now and we're still going strong, to both of our amazement.

sweet

Mae
11-08-2008, 03:17 AM
The "ex" that everything goes back to is Scott. I thought we were soulmates. Everything was so intense. Then he started doing drugs and shit went down hill. He changed. Fucked some girl Lisa and then it was all over. To this day there are still some unresolved feelings/issues or whatever you want to call it. I heard he just got out of jail. His ex and me are good friends now.

CrazyGerman
12-08-2008, 12:11 PM
Oender. Totally good looking, I was totally crazy about him.
We started going out only a couple months before I went to the States to be an AuPair for a year...yeah it didn't survive that. He had another girl only a couple weeks after I left and lied about it.
I run into him every now and then or hear from him through friends...he didn't exactly improve himself since then, got involved with drugs, heard his house was raided by the police. So thank God, the thing between us is in the past!!

Mae
06-09-2008, 03:00 AM
The "ex" that everything goes back to is Scott. I thought we were soulmates. Everything was so intense. Then he started doing drugs and shit went down hill. He changed. Fucked some girl Lisa and then it was all over. To this day there are still some unresolved feelings/issues or whatever you want to call it. I heard he just got out of jail. His ex and me are good friends now.
But the sex was sooooooooo fucking great. I'm not sure if anything has compared since

Evan
06-09-2008, 06:55 AM
her name was d and she occupied my mind up until a couple months ago.

SRsee
06-09-2008, 03:42 PM
I don't think about any of my ex's (unless someone else brings them up) .. they're all pieces of shit .. and were thrown out with the weekly trash soon after I dumped them. Not worth my time to waste thinking about them.

Evan
06-09-2008, 06:27 PM
we talk from time to time.. he just had a baby with his wife, and i vomited after we hung up.





I talked to mine on the phone a while back. She vomited while I was on the phone when sex with someone else was mentioned.

Mae
10-09-2008, 01:12 AM
:scared:




after my ex cheated on me and left, his life turned to crap and it still is crap to this day. jail, homeless, broke. LOL

KARMA????:thumbup: